[Immortality]

Number 5410, better known as Immortality; Amy, annika for those living in the past.
Regardless of the case where the act of making "goodbye" doesn't adopt more direct form, the result remains the same. Passing time takes off just another name from the place it used to appear regularly.
The longer the reliance lasts and the more common it grows, then less noticeable and more self-explanatory it becomes.
Had I made such decision about a year ago, I would have followed the tendency of ignoring the meaning of successive results as well and let time bring oblivion without leaving any redundant thought about it. There was too much offered from being on this particular forum to remain deaf to what it was supposed to teach me.
One thing is when disappearance is connected with a turn in life, where everything is unexpected and uncontrolled. The fact that I am here in this very moment just attests that it isn't the case.
Never put-in-words "welcome", and mere "goodbye" is nowhere near to compensate for it. Then, perhaps a little from what's between them will outline the unsaid.
Giving the most concise reason: my development here has reached its apogee.
Apart from that when the talk starts being about an addiction, it becomes very clear for the understanding that getting something else needs sacrifices to be made. The time when "sacrifice" maintained the meaning of "pleasant duties" has passed too long ago. And the situation in which the first thought popping into mind in the morning leads first steps to the computer for checking registrations in order not to have about 18-hour delay in the evening, stops being the healthy refreshing one.
Don't worry I know my responsibilities, I know what the access to Admin CP is given for.
Otherwise, there would be no difference between the Loyal and Administrator's Group.

Perhaps one, lost while in time will form a thought which then I will interpret as a desire or will to look back and I'm not going to hinder the fact than I still have it. In fact, when this happens it will only confirm the unusual connection I've made with this forum.
I don't intend to deny that to my self in thoughts, however I am going to suppress it before it comes into action, as long as I don't feel the difference.

For all of you people of the YGOL forum I owe gratitude for chances opened by your presence.
For the words replied directly to my own, for those giving birth to all the processes of learning, and every other ones which always led to the inspiration for new ones.
You created the forum the way that it became an enormous source of wealth; the symbol of everything what's not experienced in life.
You are the forum and the forum exists with those who are willing to be a part of it
– Don't you forget it.

Private words of special meaning are supposed to be directed particularly to you which made me learn to look for every word and to respect every slightest effort taken in regards to myself. I am not going to resign from maintaining a contact with you. Despite the fact I spend even less time on MSN than before I do check mailbox and a contact on Messenger can be always arranged. Should I not express it in the clearest way - you are a gift.

I am more than happy (satisfaction gives much less pleasure and meaning, I am more than thankful for being a part of these lessons as well) if any of my thoughts, ideas, words resulted in being of any help for you. Much appreciation is bestowed upon those of you who weren't discouraged by my specific way of expression. And the more so I am thankful for making me able to help.

I would dare to wish that some people care about its state at least this little to take an effort to watch
The List of Forbidden Cards being up-to-date - people still do take close interest on that.

"Thank you" is where I enclose this everything and much more. All the best.